dark clouds and thunders.

six am, Sunday morning.

2011-09-18T05:56:00.004+08:00

Blog yang dusty rusty gila tak update, and link blogspot sendiri dah lupa for good. It's already 6am on Sunday morning and still can't sleep sebab working on American shift ( too much tdo siang ) will try to update laju-laju past events yang noted over here.

As usual..the heart is not in the right place. People and things come and go easily. Will not to tell cerita hati in this post. Baik spill out ideas on things to do and plans for this year. Okay, ada lagi 3 months to 2012. Steady.

1. Trip within southeast asia. sebab partners already went to most of the country, so country yang tinggal will be :

Laos - we can try rock climbing limestone there's a guide for beginner, Mekong River. Mr Sunday teach me climbing please.

Indonesia , Medan - Lake Toba

Phuket , Thailand - sebab kita nak take diving license in M'sia tapi dah monsoon so Phuket sounds good. Or a trip to Bangkok naik train and next to Phuket macam brainstorm haritu pun nice.

Sarawak - Trekking near Gua Mulu with a guide.

Tapi still have to consider time and budget and annual leave applications. Grr.

Previous trip was back in May to Krabi. Recommended and memang awesome. Snorkelling with handsome fishes and gorgeous starfish, island hopping to Koh Phi Phi and other islands, elephant trekking, jungle trekking with abang Mai with his John Lennon glasses and tattoo on his arm ( muka legend tapi hati cute ), sauna stream yang relaxing habis, good cheap incredibly good Thai massage, ao-nang street shopping and the fooooods memang delicious (combination mango and santan memang baikk) and gorgeous people who joined the trip. Nak trip best lagi before 2011. Please.

Oh, and ITIL exam tomorrow afternoon. I dislike exam sebab letih nak nervous and study like uni days dulu :/

Good luck, Mashi.

januari-ku, 2011

2011-01-24T13:40:00.005+08:00

Au revoir 2010. Mission yang accomplished, bought a car, got a new role and a perfect vacation to hongkong with the family sangat awesome. Eventho' everything is not exactly in a right place throughout the year, tapi that's how things works kan. Oh, a good finale for 2010, purchased a ticket to "K" for 2011. Superb sangat!

2011, be kind. Praying for a good year, counting days for the 3 big trips and acheiving 2011.. goals? ohh, gotta start sketching all the good things in the brand new Moleskine's journal :)

getaway sakan!

2010-12-06T13:01:00.003+08:00

berlari ke negara orang sejauh mungkin untuk sementara waktu.

ohh..thanks for the krabi shirt juga bagi yang baru pulang :)

011110

2010-11-01T23:50:00.004+08:00

A great start to this binary numbers.

everything seems to be temporary je.

nice.

Bravo Kilo Yankee.

2010-10-26T00:39:00.008+08:00

sebab lama sangat tak come out with new post, sampai sendiri pun lupa her own blogspot url.

sigh.

Everything is good. Jumpa macam2 orang, kenal macam2 perangai. At least there's drama innit.

Furthermore, semua agak curious ape yang jadi sebab bile lepak, soalan yang akan mereka kemukakan is, " Mashi..pecite ni.." Tapi takpe. macam mula2 cakap tadi, everything is good.

Sebab lama tak update, so let's recap;

In august, hati massively tak stabil. tapi dah ok. senior colleague is there to make hati ni up and running again. Obrigado. Next, ade waterfall picnic with colleagues. Amat lah best sebab in such a way waterfall tu ade slide mcm kat theme park, dengan air yg crystal like diamond, they did cook barbeque yang superb jugak. Ditch Prima 9, lets go to waterfall lagi!

Lepas tu, ramadhan. bulan yang suci where everything seems to be in order. I was in EU shift dan akan ke bazar putrajaya dengan tag team utk beli 5 orang punya berbuka puasa, dengan sampai2 kat kereta dah azan, dengan hujannye dengan same2 buka lambat. Totally dan absolutely lain dengan previous ramadhan. Tapi tetap happy :)

Aidilfitri came in september. good foods merata rata memang indah tak terkata..and open house memang perfecto. especially dengan yang best.

My new ride arrives in October, to be exact his birthday is on 5th Oct. Perfect, handsome new ride for me. Next post ade a shot of si handsome ni. lovedd.

..and maybe Nov, im moving to a new role.

Next nak brainstorm holiday nak pegi mane, maybe not Japan this year, sebab damaged agak banyak dekat account tapi loved it sebab its all worh it. Finally, baby. :)

aidilfitri.

2010-09-10T08:24:00.005+08:00

i woke up to the sound of takbir raya.

sebaknye.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri.

sorry for all my wrongdoings, halal kan makan minum.

take care everyone.

will update more after aidilfitri break. love;

let's see.

2010-07-27T02:14:00.009+08:00

I wish i can skip june.

I saw the most painful thing, got through the hardest part, heard the loudest laugh & saw the widest smile around.

infact;

god is always extremely fair.

june's short trip to penang-kedah was great.

laksa was good and spend the whole night by the seaside with them and talk about everything under the bright shining moonlight.

drove up to kedah the next day for a classmate's wedding.

i've spend a few weekends back at the fabulous extremely perfectly huge and soft comfy king sizebed with a private pool innit.

it's one of the best room ever to lazed the weekend away.

tak payah keluar bilik or move from the bed for two days straight. heaven.

a few days back was good too.

..away from the depressed city and off the jungle for a sweet picnic by the river,

dipping our legs in cold streams and where the small little fishy spa fishes swims around our leg on a sunny day,

little bbq,

small fishing attempt, (finally, dapat jugak try.)

and short pillow talk session where i fall asleep right after the intro.

blame the comfy hugging feather pillow.

yeap. new places to go.

maybe the places to go that we used to plan was not meant for me.

no big deal.

N is in good shape, he's fit like a fiddle. It's good to see you.

updated. resquested by ex.

yet, so far.

2010-05-30T06:32:00.009+08:00

I've survived my dreadful shift,

the shift that i've picked to sync with yours.

work wise, things are getting messy.

moved to a new building

and pratically, everyone is leaving.

i;m going to miss the place where i captured a rainbow across the sky,

where i took my short break with u,

goodbye level 1 & level 2,

not forgetting b1 & b2.

i'm not the only one.

revealed and unrevealed things, stop making sense

people see me as naive

but the fact is being too responsive or expressive to people is not my forte.

it kills. yes, it kills.

on the other side,

gadis jelita shazira engaged to jejaka idamannya, dorian gray.

congrats gadis.

idz, bin man n myself did have a good time which ends at 5am kat dapur shasha,

to organize a barbeque for after-engagement.

instead of minum2 dekat hartamas/subang malam2 hari, we spend the day with groceries shopping

and masak2 sembang2 for her.

everything turns out great.

I went for a tripping with a friend and met N's roommate,

its funny when he told me, pernah dengar suara dekat phone.

it's a small world after all. heh

A weekend to the jungle and hills is very interesting,

where the hills is..alive.

laptop is in a good condition after it just crashed when i've tried to go on wifi,

color of the laptop skin is slightly, erm, scruffy.

i've met a new friend who backpack across europe with a shoestring budget in 26 days,

where he crossed from seattle, europe, back to kl.

photos were amazing, the experience is priceless.

cantik.gila.

rindu nak travel, lagi.

to the one is near, yet so far,

please take care.

I wish i could join a friend having a good time in rome now.

jealousnye.

excuse the writings yang all over, sebab bangun tengah2 malam, teringat, rindu, bukak laptop - update.

marked 31st, 2 months down, only about 400 months left or so, if god wills.

i will try to close one eye, and makes everything fine.

Move on, April.

2010-04-07T02:43:00.008+08:00

Utterly heartbreaking March.

I've a broken gearbox, massive heartbeat pumping rushing through my veins and the end of a dreamy fairytale.

I'm back to basic, routine has changed, I need to take my mind of the constant and monotonous routine,

picking up back all the scattered pieces.

My eyes dont' flicker around as much as they used to.

Never expect, never assume and never ask for things.

I've re-do my things to do and places to go list and try to sort things back.

Things happens.

However, I'm blessed that I've a nice celebration on my 25th. I love the annual family makan besar and thank you for coming and a super big thanks to Hana jugak. Loved. Thank you, youu for the day out too.

Nak pegi batting, oyster goreng, kuetiaw and lotsa oyster goreng please.

Where art thou;

2010-03-06T01:38:00.008+08:00

Monthly dose for feb;

Congrats to friends who's getting married and to bestie who's engaged :) Congrats again Hana!

I've been browsing thru happy and pretty pictures which keeps on updating my news feed. A friend once asked me, "z : mashi, aku rase update kau yang paling kurang skali. kenape..?" haha. My status is only updated only once a month, 15% of the pictures are uploaded on my mobile uploads and the rest of em is perfectly captured, saved, stored and uploaded in my heart. Yeay.

Ohh, thanks for the early vday treat and delicious drink tak ingat nama, Ole-ole bali lunch and random breakfast in the morning.hehe. Loved!

23rd feb, first year of the working life with the very first proper job. Made new friends, learned new things, worked around the clock, spoke to various slang and god-knows hundreds off random people from all over the globe, got my hands on that drumset and cuba2 drum roll and couple rounds of pool session as a first timer. During the first 3 months, I kept repeating the same thing to my colleague " ni bukan tempat aku. cukup 3 bulan berhenti.".. and yeap..I'm amazed that I'm still here. Maybe it's nothing more than coincidence that I've met him on our Europe shift last June :)

It's 2:42am and the macbook is still with me. Someone is missing. Where art thou?

Go figure!

2010-02-01T09:34:00.018+08:00

A pretty pretty good ending for 2009 to receive my paycheque and off for a super vacation yang kena cut short sebab we were back a day early and a pretty good kick start for 2010 too.

The best thing in Shanghai? cruising through the awesome magnificent structures and architecture under blue sky and starry starry night right from the 20th century building right through the Pudong Skyline with -2 degrees wind from the deck of the cruise..freezing but lovely! It's like a mini tokyo without the river. We're having a hard time communicating with the locals to get around the town but at the same time we did polish our skills on our guessing people's gestures and sign language. Ayah's guesses was wayyy out of the the box, mom's was slightly better, while ariff and mine was...crap. haha. The conversation will go something like " When are we going to have our lunch Jack? " and he say " Hmmmm.. I see..hmmm aah" Hahah. Perfect. Shopping wise, everything under the sun was dirt cheap. One of the favourite purchase was a furry sandal from Ugg boots for rm25 and a perfect winter jacket for coming trips? heh.

Shanghainese are humans too. They're too busy and they don't have times to even greet people. Wow busy nye. Maybe its their way of life or mayybee it was the previous winter holiday where we're in Japan and I kept comparing them with japanese. Heh. yeap, i missed everything about nippon. However, we did have a great journey back home from Shanghai where things were upgraded. Classy classy.

Back to reality, I have my list to do in my notes. A benchmark to achieve things. Work hard, play hard.

Apart from that, blame the shift. Wishing for the spontaneous roadtrips, fly a kite, fishing, simple makan night out or random trips to airport that we used to go.

Nothing much to look forward after kerja. No more pool session and drums. Oh, maybe is not the shift, it's the accompany. We'll be hitting the drums alone tonight. Perfect.

My dearie precious laptop will be having a new look. Gorgeous.

Praying for things to be in the right place 2010. Away from any intruders. Thank you god.

Razu's previous post is loved. :)

xx Signing off from his macbook. Damn teringin satu!

Medan du var borta...

2009-12-30T12:22:00.004+08:00

Nderuar bukuroshe,

Strávil 2 hodiny listovala stránkami své obrázky. Doufám, že děláte dobře, a tam na tlačítko OK. Když si nejste tady tě vidím, cítím se, cítím tě, potřebuju tě.

Иска ми се да пиша повече и да ви помогне да обобщим проблеми тази година и радости като пъзел. Но аз вярвам, една година е най-добър преглед преразгледани след година, приключила. Така че, моля те, обратно на soonest не за преглед, а защото ми липсваш.

p/s: Tu aimeras ton écriture plus que le mien. : *

3 months at a glance

2009-12-15T22:40:00.010+08:00

diciembre;

supposed to reached tokyo by now and got lost with him in shinjuku 3 tier metro subway station upon arriving from osaka using shinkansen after 6 hours flight from kl with our backpack and current weather temperature would be around 5 degrees maximum and lowest is 3 degrees which is still bearable..and windy, emmmmm but due to certain circumstances, sempat download tokyo subway map je to iphone and daydreaming in the car while driving to work due to traffic jam madness sebab radio broken. lovely. itsokay. next..shanghai with love! ohh, happy b'day mama :).

congrats to all yang married and engaged! especially ain yang claimed to be violence. those were the days.

noviembre;

too much tension at the workspace, people and again workspace and that specific reason. did my medical checkup.. alone , got my 2nd copy of the crooked spine, broken down for good 30 minutes..or more. teary teary eye and sobbing badly on the phone. hah. rare cases..i know.

ohh..dengan something2 salad kt wondermilk tu delicious sangat and new perfect-heavenly fresh scent to smell for. love it. obrigado youu! ♥

octubre;

heartbreaking eidlfitri & joyable ones. ups and downs, highs and lows spirits are how things works. there you go.

aildilfitri,

2009-09-20T01:20:00.002+08:00

Happy Aidilfitri.

goodluck untuk kwn yg fly to UK. all the best.

wishing untuk tak kerja on oct's weekend. amin.

thankyou for sahur-s and bukapuasa n esp. youu yg selalu teman.loveyou. ;)

take care.

Maaf zahir dan batin.

respect.

2009-09-04T11:23:00.002+08:00

A simple action yang;
tak payah gerak kan jari,
tak payah drive and beli kat kedai,
tak payah bakar and inhale,
tak payah buang and exhale.
tapi
as easy for a naive kid untuk respect her older sister,
but
might not be easy for a matured person to respect another person's feelings.
As simple to repect,
a person's things,
a person's decision,
a person's interest,
a person's heart.

Sadly,
action yang tak ade harga and super-limited-movement ni,
action yang paling susah nak buat.
or maybe respect is totally magic.

*******

A deep conversation with him is sometimes good for mashi,
sebab she's no good in expressing her feelings,
but it is good to keep her mind running.
Thank you for the super-lovely morning dearie.
love.

It's time to sleep.

he's electric.

2009-08-23T07:53:00.004+08:00

wah! dah August!

16th aug - big day untuk 'KITA'. even tho arul, bin dan tamir dah selamat convo tahun lepas, tapi majoriti KITA tahun ni. Kongratulasi sasa, idz, man, dodot, adha, apai, zaki! thanks utk wishes, utk dozens of roses, lillies, teddies, card, n chocolates & baloons and orang2 yg datang. Graduation pictures of graduates yang smart dan pretty2 hasil2 photoshoot masih pending! arul n zaki cepat la bagi gamba..nak tengok please plase! Dan macam biasa, photoshoot kami sangat beriya ceria super dan happy! Gambar byk taknak kalah :P Happy tengok sorang-sorang naik stage amek scroll sengih sampai telinga. Hari Graduasiku yang indah ;)

Momentos and memories in uniten will be missed. Upten session after gap for every classes, buka puasa secara picnic kat padang hijau yang indah, roadtrip, laundry session, movie ramai2 sambil baling popcorn kat sape yang duduk row depan and bbq kat tepi laut, ponteng kelas ramai2, tiru assignment beramai-ramai, konserto-s, Jammfest dan menjadi supporter kepada band rakan2, menonton football Uniten Cup di petang hari sambil makan rojak dan goreng pisang tepi longkang, Gradnite, dan semua benda2 yang happy dan crazy. Wow. Super missed. Oh yeah, settle satu lagi chapter dalam hidup :)

Terbaek!

Refer kepada subject matter dan headline di atas, kehidupan amat happy. Thank you untuk hari yang indah and for everything. Walaupun kehidupan mashi penuh dengan interruption dan distraction yang tak pernah hilang dari environment sekeliling , mashi akan cuba2 ignore untuk sedapkan hati sendiri. May interruptions dissapear dengan secepat mungkin. Maka, dark clouds and thunders akan slowly fade away untuk keluar rainbow dan sunny sunshine and birds chirping untuk mashi merasa happy. ♥

Untuk Hana, refer post u 18th aug. jom!

Blog updated atas request NovemberEchoOscar!

extra strong pack biru.

2009-07-06T02:34:00.006+08:00

sore throat yang super sakit.
non stop coughing,
voice-less,
packs of strepsils for the itchy throat.
makan tomyam sebab teringin lepas tu tekak pedih gila :(
the other day tayar pancit bila nak balik from minum dekat office after work.
yes..benda paling worst berlaku kt perempuan yang kerjanya night shift-nak balik rumah-takde pengalaman tukar tayar sendiri.
terima kasih kepada rakan se-office sebab mengisi angin dekat tayar supaya mashi mampu sampai ke subang pada waktu pagi buta itu dan memastikan semuanya dalam situasi yang selamat.
the weird thing is, 2 weeks in a row pulak tu tayar pancit,
for the same stupidfckinglyngok screw got stuck on the tyre.
screw yang sama! huh.
nevertheless, pranking session at the office is always fun.
god bless the codings.huhuh
0hh..and minum session teman azura lunch at 130am best jugak :)
we're moving to wisma 4 in a few weeks time which is just beside the arena carpark.
ohh capital g texted me yesterday. abaikan.

run mashi run!

2009-06-27T03:39:00.005+08:00

mashi survived this week dengan hanya one cuppa coffee.
yes, berjaya cut down caffeine.
i love love love eu shift sebab rasa one of the greatest chance tuhan bagi.
can i have this shift as a permanent shift sampai bila2?
i don't mind starting late at 3pm..its all good.huhuh
had nasi goreng 'ayab' on monday and thanks e teman makan
sebab rasenye ni yg last skali lepas ni dah jadi orang kl.
dan word 'last' agak tak best seperti bila colleague's last day, pastu dia bagi goodbye email.
word 'bye' tak best jugak sebab rasa 2 level down dari level normal.
there will be more colleagues leaving the company..
or should i be the one leaving before them?

past week activities was,
pingpong (first timer), foosball (budak2 ni terer gle) & pool session ( yg ni tak reti.saket pinggang).hee
minggu ni..
mashi goes to the gym.
kagum bukan ke gym pukul 2 pagi.
1.5km kt threadmill, cycling2, kejar2 kt aerobik room agak menyeronokkan.

im off to the hills tomorrow.
as usual..wake up call will be at 7am and mashi is still wide awake.
susahnya staying in the same house tapi different timezone with the family.
sorang bangun, sorang tido.
haih.
-__-

ohh
...thanks for a bagfull of kisses ;)

Up up and away.

2009-06-14T22:55:00.004+08:00

I love parasailing.
New interest yang mashi discover while she was away in penang.

Failed on the first attempt to fly using that parachute.
Jatuh masuk laut dan direscue oleh jet ski back to the beach
sekarang baru tau ape rase jatuh dari ketinggian yang at least 5th floor, fall flat into the sea
the wind rushing thru my head,
with the huge parachute tied on my back.
adrenaline rush itu menarik.
gila thrill.
2nd attempt, mashi's up watching sunset from the sky.
beautiful beautiful sunset ;)
rasa mcm heroes character yang ade power untuk fly.
nak parasailing again.
can't wait.
esok monday...back to work.

roadtrip !

2009-06-10T03:11:00.004+08:00

Mashi will be off for a short trippo tomorrow,
and maybe weekend in pd,
the following week in perhentian.
perhentian? mmm..not sure.
still getting the hang of the workload.
excluding the forever full carpark and unavailable cubicle.
but everything is great.
late nite 15's break
hanging and blasting around at the jamming studio in the office lepas keje
sgt merelease-kan stress&problems.
wake up call ku is at 730am tomorrow and mashi is still wide awake.
3 more hours to go.
grr.

xoxo,
M.

podleaderhihi

2009-05-28T12:48:00.012+08:00

3 more days to june.

new month,
new task,
new shift,
new..mmm.

mashi will be assisting the newjoiners to the floor,
handling a few sets SAP applications and emails handling.
hihi.
the shift starts at 33opm-1230am
and off days ku is on weekend.
weekdays / weekend?
tak kesah. haha
mmmm,
mama ku, jgn risau sgt.
mashi will try her best to reached home safely
n always always make sure her iphone batt fully charged.
i got no choice to keluar for my 'lunch' time cari tempat mkn,
drive back n forth alone malam2 buta.

may mashi will enjoy her new task
sebab kakak chantek claims task ni kerja paling best of the year!
hehe.
gudluck for her new job kat wisma 4 jugak.hee

bubba gump's! lapar. mkn jom ?

ohh, if kamu happens to passed by darkclouds&thunders,

hi E!

;)

chewing on the right side.

2009-05-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

mashi is in pain.

painkiller!

painkiller!

deep pain. physically pain. painfull gila.

how can i enjoy my glorious food skrg..

isk isk.

why?

2009-05-21T11:08:00.010+08:00

browsing thru the archives.
used to be happy archives.
browsing it back &forth.
flashed back.
happy..happy.. sad

...

had my purple justea at arena last tuesday before balik rumah.
tak rase nak balik rumah and feel like having a sip kat sana.
hyper kitty is still there.
happy je dia lompat2 sana sini.

..

last weekend were filled with,
watching sunrise dgn colleague for 14's during 15's and coffees,
complaining on what the hell are we doing at 550am at the office,
brainstorming fr getaway,
and updates from arwah's bestie.
mellow weekend.

dan..
weekend is coming soon,
why do we have weekends?
why..why

bila taktau nak buat apa,
maka, back to the old habits,
to fully utilised the gaps.
terpaksa. bukan sengaja.

reality check ;

2009-05-17T19:37:00.002+08:00

" hari ini, aku merasa baik baik saja..
boleh kan tuhan ?"

pause. rewind.

2009-05-15T22:38:00.005+08:00

y: apesal kau tak super excited dan kelakar dah sekarang?

m: *pause 10 saat..* mmm, aku memang selalu excited ke?

y: aah. dapat nasi lemak ayam muka bole jadi riang gila.

mudah kan.
********

esok, kerja 5am.
maka, get up, get ready, dengan survival kit (including maggi in the cup untuk lunch at 9am. sedap..)

sunday.

2009-05-03T02:56:00.002+08:00

2 machines per cubicle,
9 odd hours,
1 zombie,
survival packs,
the end of EU and happy lunches with E.

happy sunday semua.

3pm-12am.

damn.

guten morgen?

2009-03-22T22:29:00.005+08:00

Kalau nak tau,
for the past week, mashi kerja from 630am - 8pm.
Cuba kira berapa jam?
Habis je logoff at 8pm, mashi akan terus gi bangi untuk dinner dgn dia.
Sembang2 pasal keje.
Tekanan, down.
Di tenang kan oleh dia.
Balik2 dah 12 am
Pastu esoknya 5am dah kene bangun gi keje siap.
Hence, the eye bag n dark eye circle mcm racoon.
Pendek kate, keluar rumah 6am-12am. hmmm.
Esok pulak, shift 530am-230pm.
Tu blum dia mintak OT ke ape lagi.
So yeah.gotta sleep. Oyasuminasai!

Jason Mraz itu indah.

CPU?

2009-03-02T18:48:00.002+08:00

"yes sir, how can i assist u?"
"my GID smartcard blocked. server down. can't get into server bla bla bla"
"are u using vista?"
"nope. I'm using CPU."

CPU ? hahahaha. jawapan paling mantap untuk harini. dan troubleshoot dia sorang dekat 40 minit. super-tough-day for today. may tomorrow's problem will be much more easierrrrrrr to troubleshoot. pls god. susah. stress. I'm not the only one who's yang gila panic bila tak bole troubleshoot..most of em pun terkial-kial. argh. susah. yes i'm a b*tch who keeps on whining about everything. hoping for a better day tomorrow. semoga mashi bole troubleshoot problems dengan senang hati dan at least mereka yang tahu CPU tu ape and vista tu ape. pandai!

random. kot.

2009-03-01T23:07:00.004+08:00

Thanks for the Thomas Kemper babe. I sukaaa :)

Modules after modules for training. Aaaarrr. Esok monday. Module baru lagi. yeah.

I wore a random Pink Floyd tee and he came to me and told me.."arwah ayah aku gi concert pink floyd masa dia blajar kat states." and i dont even know how to react. Oh god.. :(
Random FOS tee, random topic, random person. hmmm.

ohayo gozaimasu?

2009-02-24T22:13:00.005+08:00

can you just imagine squeezing up things worth of 4 weeks of training into 2 weeks of training?
yes. so many things to absorb , too lil time.
he even coevred 100 slides in just 2 days.
mashi sangat amazed.
escalate bla2, severity bla2, DMS, DWNG, CAHD
lotsa new terms,
massive amount of data to be memorized.
lotsa software to get familiar with..
we'll see hows things goes by.
may mashi absord all the infos as many as she can.

last week ( momentos terakhir si bummer..)

pics above, lunch with mama, sunrise on my way to work n ber-sushi groovin'!

i lovelovelvoe PGL musical;s. thumbs up for the orchestra :) can I have my own Hang Tuah? yea its okay for him to wear white tee& replay jeans, tak payah tengkolok2 semua is good enough for me :P

thomas kemper.

2009-02-16T14:50:00.012+08:00

23 rd feb.
no more 11 hours of sleep,
lepak2 on weekdays,
no more dragging the noons to petang..lepak and draggg until mlm.
mashi needs to be more productive!
minggu lepas was full of meet-up dengan unitenians.
mereka sgt menghiburkan hati yg emo ini lagi2 berserta makanan indah di depan mata.hehe
dan smoke salmon pasta dengan gf di delicious tu memang tak tipu delicious.
sabtu lepas, kami pergi ke gardens untuk menonton the curious case of benjamin button di signature,
n shopping mall sangat penuh dengan gadis2 bergaya memakai dress glitter macam pegi gradnite
dan sejambak bunga besar macam baru lepas convo.

wow.

meriahnya semua orang.

perancangan untuk lepak dgn 'jejaka emo' & 'gadis konspirasi' kat darus tak berjaya sebab dia tak jumpa kedai lalu makan di old taste-less.
i repeat, taste-less.
tapi korang best.
btw, thanks korang!
yesterday was minum2 petang with arwah's sidekick.
i love listening stories about arwah, masa dia kat uniten.
he's one hilarious guy. rindu.

images yang happy dari previous week;

i can't decide.

2009-02-10T14:41:00.006+08:00

9:08 am: waktu mashi in a deep sleep. 1 miscalled. 1 sms received.
9:13 am: lagu the kooks bunyi lagi. picked up the fon, it was sabrina from the kelly IT, she told me that Shell is offering me for IT analyst job and asked me to collect the offer letter today. so yeah, mashi is still mamai and she simply said that she have something on this evening, so postponed hari jumaat. sebenarnya, I can't decide.

the thing is;

-interview haritu for me was more like, saja try, tak dapat pun takpe. gained experienced pegi interview.
-mashi takde passion in IT. seriously, I survived completing my degree IT yang 5 years kat uniten pun sebab, moral support from friends, copy-paste assignment (hehe), helps from the outsiders, kawan2 and luck.and a few percents of effort. kot.
- I am still waiting for the interview from datacomm which the job scope is slightly smaller from shell.

the problem is, if i accept this offer from this oil &gas company,
-i'm not sure if i am capable untuk post ni. IT?. the scope is big. jaga global region for support.
- beggars can't be choosers. tak kan nak reject kan?
- I can't even answers the technical question correctly during interview and still dapat offer?
- its rotational shift yo. might be 9am-5pm, 2pm-12am or 2am- 8am. that sort of thing. ( dengan reasonable pay.emm). confirm hectic.
-will mashi survive?
- good prospect and benefits.

but,
- datacomm offer the same post, which is still IT analyst
- with a smaller scope
- the shift is 6am-3pm or 9am-5pm
- its in KL
- according to him, the workload is bearable and shift dia ok. manage region aussie.
- if dapat offer, i'll be the same team with him.
- ..and yet, i am still waiting for the interview.

how la? gotta collect the offer letter by friday and I can't still decide.
takut sana reject, sini pun tak dapat.
or should i just try? orang cakap tak try, tak tau.

help me!

yesterday

2009-02-09T14:39:00.010+08:00

surprise party untuk bin was great.
lepak dengan mereka yang selalu busy di terengganu-balik kl kejap-dan balik keje kat terengganu on monday.
window shopping for gadgets dan hangout with the rest of em for late night drinks.
on our way back to subang, we saw fireworks dekat area pavillion.
..and we saw another one, fireworks kat area sunway.
hee, fireworks yang back-to-back.
pretty,pretty.
there's no fireworks moment were captured sebab kteorg tengok thru the window jer :)

stupid pineapple concert put coldplay in a to-be-confirmed list,
dengan line up yang selalu kat laundry/mcpa/lapsap.hah
..and someone-taktau about sunburst-buttt already purchased tiket tu.
shall i see you..there? :)

..had a talk dengan claimed-to-be-wonderful.( oh wow)
only god knows what are u up to :)

i'm blessed to have friends who would listen to all my rants.
thanks korang.

*images caputred by zaki. domo arigato! *

compos mentis

2009-02-06T12:58:00.004+08:00

He's back.
...
mana dia pegi?
taktau.
Missing in action agaknye?
entah la.
Busy kot?
maybe.
Apekah ending tentang janji2 february?
...

We'll see.

****

conversation 11:50 pm.

m: internet aku slow ke laptop ke taktau la
j: baik ko tune balik ati ko tu

..ape relevan internet dgn hati? nonsense. hahah

gotta go siap2 to watch bridewars. ta!

don't look back in anger.

2009-02-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

cyberjaya - subang jaya - pj - hartamas.

penat. hah.

mari refer post 'konspirasi gadis curiga'.

yes. mesti la aku ingat. time tu kita lepak johnnys ou (kita ponteng kelas ke apa?)
lepas pada hari tu aku rasa sangat indah macam hari2 ade rainbow dan malam lak ade shooting stars.
..dan aku heret kau pegi tengok uniten cup la, ragbi la, jammfest la. thanks babe sebab teman aku.
tapi setahun je aku sempat kawan dengan dia.
ingat lagi tak lagu 'don't look back in anger by oasis'?
aku play lagu oasis kat playlist aku sambil tulis post ni.

mesti la aku sayang side kick aku.
..last skali, ingat lagi tak gamba yang penah aku conteng kat whiteboard kau? :)

1984 - 2007.

al-fatihah.

Sh_ _.

2009-02-04T14:13:00.000+08:00

This is how my interview at this certain Oil and Gas company goes;

Phase 1 and phase 2 interview ; communicate and language . Passed

Phase 3 interview ; Technical in IT. Screwed up weh.

I don't even know how to setup the microsoft outlook and use the remote access. Err ?! Citrix and netmeeting pun tau sikit2.

Sigh. IT ..is just not my thing.

Next !

janvier.

2009-02-03T02:17:00.000+08:00

lepak borders.

burger lamb mantap

gossip dgn rakan

...dan menunggu interview. gila restless ni.

hello, world.

2009-02-02T23:05:00.001+08:00

Backdated rants are on the livejournal.

284 post within 17th oct 2004 - 29th jan 2009. 5 years babe. gila la.

I will still log into livejournal for updates and flashback masa-masa indah dan duka :)

So yeah,

moshi moshi, blogspot!