six am, Sunday morning.

Blog yang dusty rusty gila tak update, and link blogspot sendiri dah lupa for good. It's already 6am on Sunday morning and still can't sleep sebab working on American shift ( too much tdo siang ) will try to update laju-laju past events yang noted over here.

As usual..the heart is not in the right place. People and things come and go easily. Will not to tell cerita hati in this post. Baik spill out ideas on things to do and plans for this year. Okay, ada lagi 3 months to 2012. Steady.

1. Trip within southeast asia. sebab partners already went to most of the country, so country yang tinggal will be :

Laos - we can try rock climbing limestone there's a guide for beginner, Mekong River. Mr Sunday teach me climbing please.

Indonesia , Medan - Lake Toba

Phuket , Thailand - sebab kita nak take diving license in M'sia tapi dah monsoon so Phuket sounds good. Or a trip to Bangkok naik train and next to Phuket macam brainstorm haritu pun nice.

Sarawak - Trekking near Gua Mulu with a guide.

Tapi still have to consider time and budget and annual leave applications. Grr.

Previous trip was back in May to Krabi. Recommended and memang awesome. Snorkelling with handsome fishes and gorgeous starfish, island hopping to Koh Phi Phi and other islands, elephant trekking, jungle trekking with abang Mai with his John Lennon glasses and tattoo on his arm ( muka legend tapi hati cute ), sauna stream yang relaxing habis, good cheap incredibly good Thai massage, ao-nang street shopping and the fooooods memang delicious (combination mango and santan memang baikk) and gorgeous people who joined the trip. Nak trip best lagi before 2011. Please.

Oh, and ITIL exam tomorrow afternoon. I dislike exam sebab letih nak nervous and study like uni days dulu :/

Good luck, Mashi.

januari-ku, 2011

Au revoir 2010. Mission yang accomplished, bought a car, got a new role and a perfect vacation to hongkong with the family sangat awesome. Eventho' everything is not exactly in a right place throughout the year, tapi that's how things works kan. Oh, a good finale for 2010, purchased a ticket to "K" for 2011. Superb sangat!

2011, be kind. Praying for a good year, counting days for the 3 big trips and acheiving 2011.. goals? ohh, gotta start sketching all the good things in the brand new Moleskine's journal :)

getaway sakan!

berlari ke negara orang sejauh mungkin untuk sementara waktu.

ohh..thanks for the krabi shirt juga bagi yang baru pulang :)

011110

A great start to this binary numbers.

everything seems to be temporary je.

nice.

Bravo Kilo Yankee.

sebab lama sangat tak come out with new post, sampai sendiri pun lupa her own blogspot url.

sigh.

Everything is good. Jumpa macam2 orang, kenal macam2 perangai. At least there's drama innit.

Furthermore, semua agak curious ape yang jadi sebab bile lepak, soalan yang akan mereka kemukakan is, " Mashi..pecite ni.." Tapi takpe. macam mula2 cakap tadi, everything is good.

Sebab lama tak update, so let's recap;

In august, hati massively tak stabil. tapi dah ok. senior colleague is there to make hati ni up and running again. Obrigado. Next, ade waterfall picnic with colleagues. Amat lah best sebab in such a way waterfall tu ade slide mcm kat theme park, dengan air yg crystal like diamond, they did cook barbeque yang superb jugak. Ditch Prima 9, lets go to waterfall lagi!

Lepas tu, ramadhan. bulan yang suci where everything seems to be in order. I was in EU shift dan akan ke bazar putrajaya dengan tag team utk beli 5 orang punya berbuka puasa, dengan sampai2 kat kereta dah azan, dengan hujannye dengan same2 buka lambat. Totally dan absolutely lain dengan previous ramadhan. Tapi tetap happy :)

Aidilfitri came in september. good foods merata rata memang indah tak terkata..and open house memang perfecto. especially dengan yang best.

My new ride arrives in October, to be exact his birthday is on 5th Oct. Perfect, handsome new ride for me. Next post ade a shot of si handsome ni. lovedd.

..and maybe Nov, im moving to a new role.

Next nak brainstorm holiday nak pegi mane, maybe not Japan this year, sebab damaged agak banyak dekat account tapi loved it sebab its all worh it. Finally, baby. :)

aidilfitri.

i woke up to the sound of takbir raya.

sebaknye.

selamat hari raya aidilfitri.

sorry for all my wrongdoings, halal kan makan minum.

take care everyone.

will update more after aidilfitri break. love;

let's see.

I wish i can skip june.

I saw the most painful thing, got through the hardest part, heard the loudest laugh & saw the widest smile around.

infact;

god is always extremely fair.

june's short trip to penang-kedah was great.

laksa was good and spend the whole night by the seaside with them and talk about everything under the bright shining moonlight.

drove up to kedah the next day for a classmate's wedding.

i've spend a few weekends back at the fabulous extremely perfectly huge and soft comfy king sizebed with a private pool innit.

it's one of the best room ever to lazed the weekend away.

tak payah keluar bilik or move from the bed for two days straight. heaven.

a few days back was good too.

..away from the depressed city and off the jungle for a sweet picnic by the river,

dipping our legs in cold streams and where the small little fishy spa fishes swims around our leg on a sunny day,

little bbq,

small fishing attempt, (finally, dapat jugak try.)

and short pillow talk session where i fall asleep right after the intro.

blame the comfy hugging feather pillow.

yeap. new places to go.

maybe the places to go that we used to plan was not meant for me.

no big deal.

N is in good shape, he's fit like a fiddle. It's good to see you.

updated. resquested by ex.

yet, so far.

I've survived my dreadful shift,

the shift that i've picked to sync with yours.

work wise, things are getting messy.

moved to a new building

and pratically, everyone is leaving.

i;m going to miss the place where i captured a rainbow across the sky,

where i took my short break with u,

goodbye level 1 & level 2,

not forgetting b1 & b2.

i'm not the only one.

revealed and unrevealed things, stop making sense

people see me as naive

but the fact is being too responsive or expressive to people is not my forte.

it kills. yes, it kills.

on the other side,

gadis jelita shazira engaged to jejaka idamannya, dorian gray.

congrats gadis.

idz, bin man n myself did have a good time which ends at 5am kat dapur shasha,

to organize a barbeque for after-engagement.

instead of minum2 dekat hartamas/subang malam2 hari, we spend the day with groceries shopping

and masak2 sembang2 for her.

everything turns out great.

I went for a tripping with a friend and met N's roommate,

its funny when he told me, pernah dengar suara dekat phone.

it's a small world after all. heh

A weekend to the jungle and hills is very interesting,

where the hills is..alive.

laptop is in a good condition after it just crashed when i've tried to go on wifi,

color of the laptop skin is slightly, erm, scruffy.

i've met a new friend who backpack across europe with a shoestring budget in 26 days,

where he crossed from seattle, europe, back to kl.

photos were amazing, the experience is priceless.

cantik.gila.

rindu nak travel, lagi.

to the one is near, yet so far,

please take care.

I wish i could join a friend having a good time in rome now.

jealousnye.

excuse the writings yang all over, sebab bangun tengah2 malam, teringat, rindu, bukak laptop - update.

marked 31st, 2 months down, only about 400 months left or so, if god wills.

i will try to close one eye, and makes everything fine.

Move on, April.

Utterly heartbreaking March.

I've a broken gearbox, massive heartbeat pumping rushing through my veins and the end of a  dreamy fairytale.

I'm back to basic, routine has changed, I need to take my mind of the constant and monotonous routine,

picking up back all the scattered pieces.

My eyes dont' flicker around as much as they used to.

Never expect, never assume and never ask for things.

I've re-do my things to do and places to go list and try to sort things back.

Things happens.

However, I'm blessed that I've a nice celebration on my 25th.  I love the annual family makan besar and thank you for coming and a super big thanks to Hana jugak. Loved. Thank you, youu for the day out too.

Nak pegi batting, oyster goreng, kuetiaw and lotsa oyster goreng please.

Where art thou;

Monthly dose for feb;

Congrats to friends who's getting married and to bestie who's engaged :) Congrats again Hana!

I've been browsing thru happy and pretty pictures which keeps on updating my news feed. A friend once asked me, "z : mashi, aku rase update kau yang paling kurang skali. kenape..?" haha. My status is only updated only once a month, 15% of the pictures are uploaded on my mobile uploads and the rest of em is perfectly captured, saved, stored and uploaded in my heart. Yeay.

Ohh, thanks for the early vday treat and delicious drink tak ingat nama, Ole-ole bali lunch and random breakfast in the morning.hehe. Loved!

23rd feb, first year of the working life with the very first proper job. Made new friends, learned new things, worked around the clock, spoke to various slang and god-knows hundreds off random people from all over the globe, got my hands on that drumset and cuba2 drum roll and couple rounds of pool session as a first timer. During the first 3 months, I kept repeating the same thing to my colleague " ni bukan tempat aku. cukup 3 bulan berhenti.".. and yeap..I'm amazed that I'm still here. Maybe it's nothing more than coincidence that I've met him on our Europe shift last June :)

It's 2:42am and the macbook is still with me. Someone is missing. Where art thou?

Go figure!

A pretty pretty good ending for 2009 to receive my paycheque and off for a super vacation yang kena cut short sebab we were back a day early and a pretty good kick start for 2010 too.

The best thing in Shanghai? cruising through the awesome magnificent structures and architecture under blue sky and starry starry night right from the 20th century building  right through the Pudong Skyline with -2 degrees wind from the deck of the cruise..freezing but lovely! It's like a mini tokyo without the river. We're having a hard time communicating with the locals to get around the town but at the same time we did polish our skills on our guessing people's gestures and sign language. Ayah's guesses was wayyy out of the the box, mom's was slightly better, while ariff and mine was...crap. haha. The conversation will go something like " When are we going to have our lunch Jack? " and he say " Hmmmm.. I see..hmmm aah" Hahah. Perfect. Shopping wise, everything under the sun was dirt cheap. One of the favourite purchase was a furry sandal from Ugg boots for rm25 and a perfect winter jacket for coming trips? heh.

Shanghainese are humans too. They're too busy and they don't have times to even greet people. Wow busy nye. Maybe its their way of life or mayybee it was the previous winter holiday where we're in Japan and I kept comparing them with japanese. Heh. yeap, i missed everything about nippon. However, we did have a great journey back home from Shanghai where things were upgraded. Classy classy.

Back to reality, I have my list  to do in my notes. A benchmark to achieve things. Work hard, play hard.

Apart from that, blame the shift. Wishing for the spontaneous roadtrips, fly a kite, fishing, simple makan night out or random trips to airport that we used to go.

Nothing much to look forward after kerja. No more pool session and drums. Oh, maybe is not the shift, it's the accompany. We'll be hitting the drums alone tonight. Perfect.

My dearie precious laptop will be having a new look. Gorgeous.

Praying for things to be in the right place 2010. Away from any intruders. Thank you god.

Razu's previous post is loved. :)

xx Signing off from his macbook. Damn teringin satu!

Medan du var borta...

Nderuar bukuroshe,

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3 months at a glance

diciembre;

supposed to reached tokyo by now and got lost with him in shinjuku 3 tier metro subway station upon arriving from osaka using shinkansen after 6 hours flight from kl with our backpack and current weather temperature would be around 5 degrees maximum and lowest is 3 degrees which is still bearable..and windy, emmmmm but due to certain circumstances, sempat download tokyo subway map je to iphone and daydreaming in the car while driving to work due to traffic jam madness sebab radio broken. lovely. itsokay. next..shanghai with love! ohh, happy b'day mama :).

congrats to all yang married and engaged! especially ain yang claimed to be violence. those were the days.

noviembre;

too much tension at the workspace, people and again workspace and that specific reason. did my medical checkup.. alone , got my 2nd copy of the crooked spine, broken down for good 30 minutes..or more. teary teary eye and sobbing badly on the phone. hah. rare cases..i know.

ohh..dengan something2 salad kt wondermilk tu delicious sangat and new perfect-heavenly fresh scent to smell for. love it. obrigado youu! ♥

octubre;

heartbreaking eidlfitri & joyable ones. ups and downs, highs and lows spirits are how things works. there you go.

aildilfitri,

Happy Aidilfitri.


goodluck untuk kwn yg fly to UK. all the best.

wishing untuk tak kerja on oct's weekend. amin.

thankyou for sahur-s and bukapuasa n esp. youu yg selalu teman.loveyou. ;)


take care.

Maaf zahir dan batin.

respect.

A simple action yang;
tak payah gerak kan jari,
tak payah drive and beli kat kedai,
tak payah bakar and inhale,
tak payah buang and exhale.
tapi
as easy for a naive kid untuk respect her older sister,
but
might not be easy for a matured person to respect another person's feelings.
As simple to repect,
a person's things,
a person's decision,
a person's interest,
a person's heart.

Sadly,
action yang tak ade harga and super-limited-movement ni,
action yang paling susah nak buat.
or maybe respect is totally magic.

*******

A deep conversation with him is sometimes good for mashi,
sebab she's no good in expressing her feelings,
but it is good to keep her mind running.
Thank you for the super-lovely morning dearie.
love.

It's time to sleep.

he's electric.

wah! dah August!


16th aug - big day untuk 'KITA'. even tho arul, bin dan tamir dah selamat convo tahun lepas, tapi majoriti KITA tahun ni. Kongratulasi sasa, idz, man, dodot, adha, apai, zaki! thanks utk wishes, utk dozens of roses, lillies, teddies, card, n chocolates & baloons and orang2 yg datang. Graduation pictures of graduates yang smart dan pretty2 hasil2 photoshoot masih pending! arul n zaki cepat la bagi gamba..nak tengok please plase! Dan macam biasa, photoshoot kami sangat beriya ceria super dan happy! Gambar byk taknak kalah :P Happy tengok sorang-sorang naik stage amek scroll sengih sampai telinga. Hari Graduasiku yang indah ;)

Momentos and memories in uniten will be missed. Upten session after gap for every classes, buka puasa secara picnic kat padang hijau yang indah, roadtrip, laundry session, movie ramai2 sambil baling popcorn kat sape yang duduk row depan and bbq kat tepi laut, ponteng kelas ramai2, tiru assignment beramai-ramai, konserto-s, Jammfest dan menjadi supporter kepada band rakan2, menonton football Uniten Cup di petang hari sambil makan rojak dan goreng pisang tepi longkang, Gradnite, dan semua benda2 yang happy dan crazy. Wow. Super missed. Oh yeah, settle satu lagi chapter dalam hidup :)



Terbaek!


Refer kepada subject matter dan headline di atas, kehidupan amat happy. Thank you untuk hari yang indah and for everything. Walaupun kehidupan mashi penuh dengan interruption dan distraction yang tak pernah hilang dari environment sekeliling , mashi akan cuba2 ignore untuk sedapkan hati sendiri. May interruptions dissapear dengan secepat mungkin. Maka, dark clouds and thunders akan slowly fade away untuk keluar rainbow dan sunny sunshine and birds chirping untuk mashi merasa happy. ♥

Untuk Hana, refer post u 18th aug. jom!



Blog updated atas request NovemberEchoOscar!

extra strong pack biru.

sore throat yang super sakit.
non stop coughing,
voice-less,
packs of strepsils for the itchy throat.
makan tomyam sebab teringin lepas tu tekak pedih gila :(
the other day tayar pancit bila nak balik from minum dekat office after work.
yes..benda paling worst berlaku kt perempuan yang kerjanya night shift-nak balik rumah-takde pengalaman tukar tayar sendiri.
terima kasih kepada rakan se-office sebab mengisi angin dekat tayar supaya mashi mampu sampai ke subang pada waktu pagi buta itu dan memastikan semuanya dalam situasi yang selamat.
the weird thing is, 2 weeks in a row pulak tu tayar pancit,
for the same stupidfckinglyngok screw got stuck on the tyre.
screw yang sama! huh.
nevertheless, pranking session at the office is always fun.
god bless the codings.huhuh
0hh..and minum session teman azura lunch at 130am best jugak :)
we're moving to wisma 4 in a few weeks time which is just beside the arena carpark.
ohh capital g texted me yesterday. abaikan.

run mashi run!

mashi survived this week dengan hanya one cuppa coffee.
yes, berjaya cut down caffeine.
i love love love eu shift sebab rasa one of the greatest chance tuhan bagi.
can i have this shift as a permanent shift sampai bila2?
i don't mind starting late at 3pm..its all good.huhuh
had nasi goreng 'ayab' on monday and thanks e teman makan
sebab rasenye ni yg last skali lepas ni dah jadi orang kl.
dan word 'last' agak tak best seperti bila colleague's last day, pastu dia bagi goodbye email.
word 'bye' tak best jugak sebab rasa 2 level down dari level normal.
there will be more colleagues leaving the company..
or should i be the one leaving before them?

past week activities was,
pingpong (first timer), foosball (budak2 ni terer gle) & pool session ( yg ni tak reti.saket pinggang).hee
minggu ni..
mashi goes to the gym.
kagum bukan ke gym pukul 2 pagi.
1.5km kt threadmill, cycling2, kejar2 kt aerobik room agak menyeronokkan.



im off to the hills tomorrow.
as usual..wake up call will be at 7am and mashi is still wide awake.
susahnya staying in the same house tapi different timezone with the family.
sorang bangun, sorang tido.
haih.
-__-



ohh
...thanks for a bagfull of kisses ;)

Up up and away.

I love parasailing.
New interest yang mashi discover while she was away in penang.




Failed on the first attempt to fly using that parachute.
Jatuh masuk laut dan direscue oleh jet ski back to the beach
sekarang baru tau ape rase jatuh dari ketinggian yang at least 5th floor, fall flat into the sea
the wind rushing thru my head,
with the huge parachute tied on my back.
adrenaline rush itu menarik.
gila thrill.
2nd attempt, mashi's up watching sunset from the sky.
beautiful beautiful sunset ;)
rasa mcm heroes character yang ade power untuk fly.
nak parasailing again.
can't wait.
esok monday...back to work.

roadtrip !

Mashi will be off for a short trippo tomorrow,
and maybe weekend in pd,
the following week in perhentian.
perhentian? mmm..not sure.
still getting the hang of the workload.
excluding the forever full carpark and unavailable cubicle.
but everything is great.
late nite 15's break
hanging and blasting around at the jamming studio in the office lepas keje
sgt merelease-kan stress&problems.
wake up call ku is at 730am tomorrow and mashi is still wide awake.
3 more hours to go.
grr.

xoxo,
M.